holi haiiiiiin !!!

"Watching those colours blowing in the wind and the cheerful crowd spreading happiness,an abyss of fortune or of temparament sundered him from them. His mind seemed older than theirs- it shone coldly on their strifes and happiness and regrets like a moon upon a younger earth. No life or youth stirred in him as it had stirred in them.He had neither known the pleasure of companionship with others nor the vigour of rude male health nor filial piety.Nothing stirred within his soul but a cold and cruel and loveless tune. His childhood was dead or lost and with it his soul capable of simple joys and he was drifting amid life like the barren shell of the moon.

Art thou pale for weariness
Of climbing heaven and gazing on the earth,
Wandering companionless...?

He repeated to himself these lines of Joyce.Its alternation of sad human ineffectiveness
with vast inhuman cycles of inactivity chilled him that reminded him of his own human and
ineffectual grieving."
Brushing aside these thoughts,

Tralala lala,
Tralala tralaladdy,
Tralala lala,
Tralala lala

---- he went on, when an eagle dressed as an angel from the skies descended on him,
Pulled out his eyes................apologized
Pulled out his eyes.......and .....apologized